Yeah, if it does go badly, ren cen needs a statue. Dude was with us for a really long time, and a constant stable presence. He deserves a tribute if worse comes to worst.
In game, I am @EvilTaco. Happily killing purple gang members since May 2008. RIP Caine
Yeah, if it does go badly, ren cen needs a statue. Dude was with us for a really long time, and a constant stable presence. He deserves a tribute if worse comes to worst.
Someone could try creating a SG in his name and players could join it in fellowship. Name Angels for Caine?
Also, someone suggest it sending him some art work or a screen cap of his many heroic friends mains. Perhaps those involved could alter their heroes to add halos and or soul-patches. As in - It's just an idea.
Jennifer, I'm very grateful and a little awed by your openness about this situation and your willingness to share with a community of strangers. My prayers go out to the both of you. If there's anything that long distance friends can do to help, please let us know.
What to say? I never knew you other than on these forums. I liked you as you presented yourself here, but I never knew the person behind the handle. It's strange that it gets so real some times, even though it's almost imaginary friends other times.
So for what it's worth, from one semi-anonymous forumite to another: I'll miss you.
I guess there's no use in wishing for a speedy recovery (but I do! Dammit I do!), so I'll wish for no pain instead. May your pain be slight.
Go in peace 'Caine, and if at all possible, get well.
Back in the days when I still played this devforsaken game and was known on the forums as skytomcar I rarely had issue with caine. Infact from what I recall it seemed like he was one of the few who actually played enough to be in the know and make valid points if not always ones I saw eye to eye with.
Although he never told me of his illness at times it seemed he was one who truly needed the escapism of a good MMO. For its many flaws this ones ability to cater to altaholics certainly provides that well.
Im sorry to know that this world will be one bright light dimmer in the dark sea of chaos that forever threatens the shores of good and decent souls everwhere.
May the skies stay clear and the sun warm where ever you may soar to next caine
Go in peace 'Caine, and if at all possible, get well.
I wish you the same.
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The one who can't shut up formerly known as 4rksakes
About the @handle - it's a long story.
Profound quote.. "I'm not a complete idiot - several parts are missing."
Caine, best wishes in whatever comes next, and thank you for what you've given us. You were a huge part in making us a community, and not just in game.
Putting aside all the internet nonsense, regardless of what happens going forward, several people here have found like-minded others, and people we can call friend and that kind of effect on another is a pretty big deal that most people gloss over.
Caine's actions - creating the forumite channel, participating in the boards, forums and in-game, creating guides and groups - were all a huge part of that. It may not mean much in the grand scheme of things, but to some of us, and to me, it means a heck of a lot, so thank you.
Kenpo and Jennifer, thank you too for sharing this information with the rest of us. I'm sure it's not easy but its hugely appreciated.
So again, best wishes in whatever comes next, and I hope that given the circumstances, things turn out as well as they can.
Hey, Jennifer. Could you show this to AngelofCaine?
It's a commission of the Crimson Bolt. I hope he likes it.
That's beautiful!
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While she has been rescued
what diabolical mastermind
was behind the devious brain-napping of
the Volterrific Dr Cerebellum?
Message from Jennifer on Facebook from about noon server time.
Loren Update. Loren passed away about an hour ago. The hospice nurse officially pronounced him dead and the funeral home has taken the body to prepare for cremation. There will not be any viewing as Loren didn't want his body on display. After he is cremated we will have a memorial service here at the house. More details will come later.
Loren Update. Loren passed away about an hour ago. The hospice nurse officially pronounced him dead and the funeral home has taken the body to prepare for cremation. There will not be any viewing as Loren didn't want his body on display. After he is cremated we will have a memorial service here at the house. More details will come later.
Very sad to hear as Caine will be missed. He is not in pain and hopefully is at peace. Our thoughts are with his wife and family.
I do think an in-game statue would be an appropriate memorial, devs...
"Science teaches us to expect -- demand -- more than just eerie mysteries. What use is a puzzle that can't be solved? Patience is fine, but I'm not going to stop asking the universe to make sense!"
I remember when I met him I was standing in ren cen at the mailbox and he complimented my gadgeteer "Pack Rat" for matching my colors in my costume with my muni and heal bots.
If the game veterans get together to honor him I will go. He was a good dude.
I do believe a statue and or AF should be in order.
God bless you as you level up to infinity.
"I have never questioned the orders or the intelligence of any representative of the Federation. Until now." - James T. Kirk
I was cleaning out old stickies in the forums, and found this thread AoC made to help people with forum customization -- a lot of players really appreciated that help. Requiescat in pace, having known peace and love in this world. Our thoughts are with you, Jennifer.
As my facebook post has already been posted here, I don't need to tell you that Loren passed away today. He had been having trouble breathing since last night and sometime this morning he went to sleep. As he was sleeping his breathing became more labored and then finally stopped. He never woke up and he passed away in his sleep. Even though he was sleeping we kept giving him the liquid morphine so he most likely wasnt in pain when he passed.
The funeral home came and took the body and we went with them to fill out the paperwork. Loren didn't want his body on display so the funeral home is doing a direct cremation and will deliver the ashes by the weekend.
This saturday we are having a memorial for him at home. Anyone who lives nearby is welcome to come. Otherwise I am sure Loren would appreciate anything you guys want to do in game for him. I am sorry he never got to see any of the artwork posted here, but it is beautiful. I have saved it to the computer and will print it out for the memorial on saturday.
I most likely won't be checking this forum or posting here after this weekend since Loren has passed. If anyone wants screenshots of his chars or to keep in touch after this weekend you can do so via facebook. If you don't have access to facebook there are some people here who do and you can get a message to me via them.
The world is a better place because of you, but a little bit sadder today. Go knowing that your presence was felt, appreciated and made a difference in this community. R.I.P. AngelOfCaine.
Almost 4 years ago we met in a game, Not a day since were things ever the same, Gabbing it up about games and our lives, Evenings spent chatting about costume concepts and wives, Long days spent testing game mechanics and builds, Other days spent running around a virtual world for the thrills, For we were heroes through and through, Championing the good cause as all heroes do, And then you vanished to take on another fight, It was a fight for your life instead of a fight for what's right, Now the fight's over and so is your pain, Eventually I'll rest too and we'll adventure once more AngelofCaine.
That's a freaking bummer, is the understatement of the year. I've been pretty quiet on this, because I'm not good at this sort of thing. All I can say is that I enjoyed bantering with him, and I had some *fantastic* times with him in game. He was a rare breed, and an amazing guy.
The world will be a little darker without him in it.
F*#k cancer.
I say we turn ren cen red, in honor of his main. Like tomorrow or the next day, I think we should all meet up in like ren cen 2 in red garb, and have a moment of silence. Say, Friday at 6st?
In game, I am @EvilTaco. Happily killing purple gang members since May 2008. RIP Caine
I say we turn ren cen red, in honor of his main. Like tomorrow or the next day, I think we should all meet up in like ren cen 2 in red garb, and have a moment of silence. Say, Friday at 6st?
Friday at 6 server it is. If #2 is full, I'll be in whichever RenCen I can get to.
"Science teaches us to expect -- demand -- more than just eerie mysteries. What use is a puzzle that can't be solved? Patience is fine, but I'm not going to stop asking the universe to make sense!"
I won't be able to make it on Friday evening, as much as I'd want to be. I'll sure as hell try though. I'll be giving my characters an black arm band on their left arm in mourning for the next week or 2.
I'll have a cc tomorrow evening sometime (after 7st) for him.
I say we turn ren cen red, in honor of his main. Like tomorrow or the next day, I think we should all meet up in like ren cen 2 in red garb, and have a moment of silence. Say, Friday at 6st?
I'll be there to pay my respects. My condolences to the family.
Originally Posted by mijjestic: Ultimately, though, MMO players throwing stones at each other in this fashion is basically one nerd pointing and laughing at another nerd whose glasses are thicker.
Losing someone always sucks big time, because a person is out of out lives and we will miss them. In the two wars I've lost friends, and I always thought of it like this...
He went on to a place where things are better. There's no problems there. More awesome than your brain can imagine.
Don't cry because he's gone, because he's happy. Mourn because there are people who didn't know the awesome side, and that's truly their loss.
It's utterly sad to loss someone, but after a disease like cancer there is the relief that he is not suffering anymore, it's over, it's gone, maybe gone to a better place.
Here is a song that helped me when I lost my mother:
R.I.P AoC my heart and prayers are with you jennifer and your family.
we barely knew each other, but from the little that we have talked he was always the nice and friendly guy, a true angel.
you will be missed, ill be there at friday to say goodbye, it's the least I can do.
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My brother-in-law became very weak and ill twice, once before an organ transplant and once after that transplant gave him ten years of life.
He sadly passed away but these times can either lead to a recovery or allow people to get ready for someone's inevitably sad loss.
Death is part of life but this doesn't make it any easier.
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Yeah, if it does go badly, ren cen needs a statue. Dude was with us for a really long time, and a constant stable presence. He deserves a tribute if worse comes to worst.
RIP Caine
I read the forums every now and then, even though I haven't played the game in more than 2 years.
My heart goes out to Angel.
An original Forumite. A fellow Beta player. A hero I adventured with for may an hour.
/salute
Someone could try creating a SG in his name and players could join it in fellowship. Name Angels for Caine?
Also, someone suggest it sending him some art work or a screen cap of his many heroic friends mains. Perhaps those involved could alter their heroes to add halos and or soul-patches. As in -
Edit - A halo like this.
Damnit, damnit, damnit.
What to say? I never knew you other than on these forums. I liked you as you presented yourself here, but I never knew the person behind the handle. It's strange that it gets so real some times, even though it's almost imaginary friends other times.
So for what it's worth, from one semi-anonymous forumite to another: I'll miss you.
I guess there's no use in wishing for a speedy recovery (but I do! Dammit I do!), so I'll wish for no pain instead. May your pain be slight.
Go in peace 'Caine, and if at all possible, get well.
[SIGPIC][/SIGPIC]
Although he never told me of his illness at times it seemed he was one who truly needed the escapism of a good MMO. For its many flaws this ones ability to cater to altaholics certainly provides that well.
Im sorry to know that this world will be one bright light dimmer in the dark sea of chaos that forever threatens the shores of good and decent souls everwhere.
May the skies stay clear and the sun warm where ever you may soar to next caine
[SIGPIC][/SIGPIC]
The one who can't shut up formerly known as 4rksakes
About the @handle - it's a long story.
Profound quote.. "I'm not a complete idiot - several parts are missing."
Caine, best wishes in whatever comes next, and thank you for what you've given us. You were a huge part in making us a community, and not just in game.
Putting aside all the internet nonsense, regardless of what happens going forward, several people here have found like-minded others, and people we can call friend and that kind of effect on another is a pretty big deal that most people gloss over.
Caine's actions - creating the forumite channel, participating in the boards, forums and in-game, creating guides and groups - were all a huge part of that. It may not mean much in the grand scheme of things, but to some of us, and to me, it means a heck of a lot, so thank you.
Kenpo and Jennifer, thank you too for sharing this information with the rest of us. I'm sure it's not easy but its hugely appreciated.
So again, best wishes in whatever comes next, and I hope that given the circumstances, things turn out as well as they can.
I remember when my father went into hospice care for his cancer. I'm praying for AngelOfCaine, and for his loved ones.
I wish I could do more but I'm guessing that he's nowhere near Melbourne, Australia.
It's a commission of the Crimson Bolt. I hope he likes it.
Here is the version without the JPG compression: http://i.imgur.com/hsHoQrd.jpg
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Great picture Sekimen! You are awesome. I'm sure AngelofCaine will love it.
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RIP Caine
That's beautiful!
While she has been rescued
what diabolical mastermind
was behind the devious brain-napping of
the Volterrific Dr Cerebellum?
I'm sorry, everyone.
Very sad to hear as Caine will be missed. He is not in pain and hopefully is at peace. Our thoughts are with his wife and family.
If I can do anything to help, either for the family or with an ingame memorial, let me know.
I do think an in-game statue would be an appropriate memorial, devs...
- David Brin, "Those Eyes"
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I remember when I met him I was standing in ren cen at the mailbox and he complimented my gadgeteer "Pack Rat" for matching my colors in my costume with my muni and heal bots.
If the game veterans get together to honor him I will go. He was a good dude.
I do believe a statue and or AF should be in order.
God bless you as you level up to infinity.
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You will be deeply missed. A great loss for the community here, he had a passion for the game.
Sad, just too... too sad. Now, no more suffering, at least he is at peace now.
Deepest sympathies Jennifer, to you and your family.
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(His theme song for Angel of Caine from a forum post of his over on the Champions-Online Pro Boards).
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Peace, brother.
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Vanish in the air you'll never find me
It did. Jennifer just told me that he went to sleep and did not wake up.
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A good man, a great friend.
'Caine, miss you bud. Fly high.
The funeral home came and took the body and we went with them to fill out the paperwork. Loren didn't want his body on display so the funeral home is doing a direct cremation and will deliver the ashes by the weekend.
This saturday we are having a memorial for him at home. Anyone who lives nearby is welcome to come. Otherwise I am sure Loren would appreciate anything you guys want to do in game for him. I am sorry he never got to see any of the artwork posted here, but it is beautiful. I have saved it to the computer and will print it out for the memorial on saturday.
I most likely won't be checking this forum or posting here after this weekend since Loren has passed. If anyone wants screenshots of his chars or to keep in touch after this weekend you can do so via facebook. If you don't have access to facebook there are some people here who do and you can get a message to me via them.
Thank you all for your support.
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Almost 4 years ago we met in a game,
Not a day since were things ever the same,
Gabbing it up about games and our lives,
Evenings spent chatting about costume concepts and wives,
Long days spent testing game mechanics and builds,
Other days spent running around a virtual world for the thrills,
For we were heroes through and through,
Championing the good cause as all heroes do,
And then you vanished to take on another fight,
It was a fight for your life instead of a fight for what's right,
Now the fight's over and so is your pain,
Eventually I'll rest too and we'll adventure once more AngelofCaine.
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The world will be a little darker without him in it.
F*#k cancer.
I say we turn ren cen red, in honor of his main. Like tomorrow or the next day, I think we should all meet up in like ren cen 2 in red garb, and have a moment of silence. Say, Friday at 6st?
RIP Caine
If this happens, I will be there.
- David Brin, "Those Eyes"
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My thoughts and sympathies to Jennifer and the family.
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I won't be able to make it on Friday evening, as much as I'd want to be. I'll sure as hell try though. I'll be giving my characters an black arm band on their left arm in mourning for the next week or 2.
I'll have a cc tomorrow evening sometime (after 7st) for him.
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I'll be there to pay my respects. My condolences to the family.
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It's really sad to see someone go, especially someone loved by the community.
You have my sympathies.
Goodbye, Kane, and thank you for everything you've given us.
you will be in my thoughts and prayers even if i don't really know you
to the family of AngelofCaine,
please accept my heartfelt condolences on the loss of your loved one
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Rest In Peace, Angel. Champions is a much richer world for you having lived in it...
Thank you for being my friend.
I'd write more, but it's hard through the tears...
M-O-O-N, that spells @Rhyatt
Originally Posted by mijjestic: Ultimately, though, MMO players throwing stones at each other in this fashion is basically one nerd pointing and laughing at another nerd whose glasses are thicker.
Laws yes!
Losing someone always sucks big time, because a person is out of out lives and we will miss them. In the two wars I've lost friends, and I always thought of it like this...
He went on to a place where things are better. There's no problems there. More awesome than your brain can imagine.
Don't cry because he's gone, because he's happy. Mourn because there are people who didn't know the awesome side, and that's truly their loss.
My love to all involved.
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They all thought I was out of the game....But I'm holding all the lockboxes now..
I'll......FOAM FINGER YOUR BACK!
It's utterly sad to loss someone, but after a disease like cancer there is the relief that he is not suffering anymore, it's over, it's gone, maybe gone to a better place.
Here is a song that helped me when I lost my mother:
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we barely knew each other, but from the little that we have talked he was always the nice and friendly guy, a true angel.
you will be missed, ill be there at friday to say goodbye, it's the least I can do.
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