... I can't even begin to imagine you like that... But you still overcame it... I'm a damn murderer. I'm not making mistakes... I'm doing what I was taught... *Puts face in hands.* You should hate me...
Yes... I know. *Looks at her, sadness in his eyes, but a little... hate as well?* I'm not making mistakes... I am a mistake... *Puts face in hands again.*
Yeah, she was Bajoran... Why am I so f*cked in the head? I'm a doctor, damn it! I studied to help people! ... I trained to kill people... Why has God f*cked my life so?
No. No, there no excuse. *Sighs and then leans against a wall, then slides down it.* One, a girl named.. Sari. She died right next to the button that would save her. So close... And I called her 'basic stuff'... OOC: Yeah, I just killed off a character! So what?
Basic stuff. Abrasions to the hull, scuff marks. A few holes in non-vital places... a few people dead... *Sighs and leans on her lightly.* Basic stuff... why did I call poor human beings basic stuff? The Regime has gotten to me...
Nothin' real serious... I did finish all those reports on your desk just incase you don't like it... *Stops rubbing her shoulders and wraps his arms around her from behind.*
... Energy attraction. It's a common thing in magical realms. He's possessed by the Devil. I knew I should have went with him... *Rubs her shoulders quietly.*
OOC: Again, dodgy all day... Okay.... We should tell security. And get you somewhere more comfortable. You've been through a lot today... *Stands and holds out a hand to her.*
Okay. I'm on my way. *Hurries out of the Captain's Quarters and toward Sickbay, entering with a smile at Jade.* (Srry about the pause. It was my bands first game of the season... away game. F8cking horrible...)
*Shrugs.* Well, the works done. Might as well commit to it now. *Shrugs.* It'll either be the best thing in her life, or a good joke.... or she'll hate me forever and never talk to me again...
*Let's out a breath he didn't know he'd been holding, and looks at Jade with relief in his eyes. Then those eyes change to something mischevious for a second. Stands.* Could you call me when she wakes up, doc? I have something to do.