Out the door.

The door already hit my *** on the way out, but I turned around and kicked the door off it's hinges.

Some time today I met someone who came to me a suggestion and I decided to take it. Leaving this game and going somewhere else. I wont say where, and I'm not happier there, then again I have not been happy for months now and don't think I will ever be. I wanted to be somewhere remote, away from things.

Very few people on this forum even knows me due my sporadic/random posting and I used to be quite frequent in the veno forum.

Here's my "fail story"(and yes it is)

It was just a year and some months ago that I came to PWI after being in a certain "Fantasy" game for 7 years. It had everything that game lacked. More people, more things to do, diversity of mobs, and though this came much later, there wasn't the fixing(which was breaking) and nerfing things unnecessarily. Though because I was so poor in that game, when I learned about the boutique, it was honestly like a dream come true. I became a gold seller, which for a while was only to recieve coins for myself. I got anything I wanted, unlike in that game. Then I moved on to become one of the biggest fashion freaks ever.

I wasn't always a venomancer, my early history is long, but my psychic is my first character. I went venomancer because of being able to do things on my own, using a herc. I was a bit of an introvert(now I have it pretty bad..) and scared to ask for help, and when I did, I didn't get it.

It was just a lonely world, then I met a cleric who's name I wont mention. Apparently she had loved me(I'm a dude) going by the very last time we talked. Things happened and we split up, but we did everything together for 3 months.

But the pinnacle of everything good that could possibly happen to me came about November 2010, when I met someone, I wont name out of respect for them as they frequent here. What was pristine and glorious for both, sadly did not last, and I fell on hard times. **** up anyone's life that I came in contact with. I was my own anti-thesis. Naturally, I'm just a good person with a good heart who likes to make people happy. But I somehow changed. Where I will be, will help me find myself again..because I'm not supposed to be this way.

To that person out there, I wont be here when you return. I hope you find peace in your heart and peace in what happened and forgive me. Live on with your life and realize your dream. I'll be in the distance, watching, cause I do want to see what kind of woman you will grow up to be.